This piece is a poem to read slowly when you have a moment of pause in your day. Best paired with a warm coffee and morning birdsong or favorite living room chair…
It stems from the question I’ve been asking myself lately— what am I filling my cup with, and what will I be drinking and serving in times to come because of it?
This old drawing of mine seemed to pair with it well. I hope it stirs wonder in you.
The empty cup greets me silently in the early morning light her round pocket longing to be filled as the day’s dance begins— dewed grass blowing in the wind, distant voices beckoning to be let in. Awakening too, or merely in motion I move, the choice not always observed by my hungry nature, this inherently ravenous being. And boldly the black coffee steams like it tends to do. And generously the gushing water streams like it tends to do. And rapidly the red rogue runs dry like it tends to do. And all was good. Yet this good asks nothing except maybe in whisper easily drowned as pour after pour eliminates emptiness without lessening my lack. Still the whisper resurrects. Still the whisper stirs the wind, loosening my strands of hair like it might know each one, inviting the whole silently to come undone. As curiosity begins to lift my head, my gaze follows pursuit. And wildly the weathered oaks dance like they tend to do. And lovingly the lush lilies bloom like they tend to do. And faithfully the firm vines flourish like they tend to do. So I set my empty cup at these roots only to find my fill already prepared for me, satiated by the surrender of another. This expansiveness awoken upon beholding— a kingdom of abundance, a portion unceasing. And in His holy garden my thirst finds rest.
with love and wonder,
p.s. For more curiosity toward this question, part three of my inquiry into rhythm is waiting for you…
I do not take lightly you sharing in this venture by reading my words. I hope it sparked wonder afresh in you. You are sowing into me by being here, thank you.
katie! this is beautiful. i ask myself this question a lot and i love the imagery you provide. the last stanza drives it home. it’s all in HIS garden. HE gives us rest. we overflow from HIS grace.